Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Living Fast Forward

Again I digress, life has been crazy as of late. I seem to be living it in fast forward. Well because it is 4:30am and I have yet to go to bed. I unintentionally fell asleep on the couch for a few hours between 6 and 10pm. The result I am still wide awake. Ugh. I know I am not the only one to do this, but I find that now that summer has begun it gets easier and easier to do that sort of thing.

Anyway, after a lot of thought. I have decided I do not care who knows anymore. I know Destiny over at Rockin Momma will be thrilled I am finally talking about it. I know that a few of my friends here in real life that I have told are super excited. Maybe more excited than I am?

Matt and I have decided that it is time for a family of our own. So we are officially in the "trying to get pregnant" stage. There....whew, I said it and the world did not end. I don't believe I am jinxing myself either. Mainly because what we agreed to is to "let whatever happens happen". No pressure. But I will admit that I am a little scared nervous about this next chapter in our lives. I have probably been the #1 advocate for the baby band wagon around here long before Matt decided that it was time. And now that we are both on bored for it....where is this sudden fear coming from?

I guess I will just keep hitting that fast forward button, and keep going with the flow. Honestly I've had baby fever for a while now and it has not gotten any better now that we are not doing anything to prevent it. =]

Keep check back for updates. Well because even though we are letting life happen, I am to excited not to talk blog about it!

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